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KJV - Whom I would have retained with me, that in thy stead he might have ministered unto me in the bonds of the gospel:
ASV - whom I would fain have kept with me, that in thy behalf he might minister unto me in the bonds of the gospel:
BBE - Though my desire was to keep him with me, to be my servant in the chains of the good news, in your place:
WEB - whom I desired to keep with me, that on your behalf he might serve me in my chains for the Gospel.
YLT - whom I did wish to retain to myself, that in thy behalf he might minister to me in the bonds of the good news,